I am truly my baby's. Since deciding on a name, we've taken to calling sophie baby. It just doesn't seem right anymore to call her sophie when her actual name is something completely different. Anyways, the reason I say I am truly my baby's is because she has my thoughts and physical exhaustion 24/7. Really... she consumes my thoughts. And so thinking about how she has an actual face and body parts really takes me to another world. I think being pregnant is one of the most unique experiences a woman can ever experience. It such a roller coaster of being so undeniably happy, terrified out of my mind, feeling anxious, feeling alone, feeling overwhelmed with gratitude, feeling amazed that she could grow into a whole 6 pounds from the fertilization of a sperm and egg. Its just hard to put into words exactly I guess. I wish I had done a better job of recording all of those feelings. because its easy to look back and say that was a great pregnancy! Sure it was great...but there is so much more too.
She is turning 38 weeks this Friday. That means I could have a baby right now! Probably not going to happen for another week to three weeks. But I can still hope! I visit Dr. Dayton tomorrow. I feel like the baby has dropped this past week so I am anxious to see if she has really dropped. I have also been walking quite a bit. So we will see.
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